haha...here i come again...actually i forgot to drop down something on yesterday's blogs...hehe...actually i notice quite a number of students that are unhappy yesterday.....so hope u guys cheer up soon..anywayzz...sienz again...u know..now i am inside this small office and doing my notes....well, lunch time coming soon...hehe..

erm...quite happy today...dunno why but have the sense of happiness...yeahoo..heehe...well...nthg much to say..have to go for food now..damn hungry...very hungry...

Once again, i am here typing out my blog....luucky i type the blog in english cause not much people will understand what the "shit" i am talking about...today, i just listened to the parents of a student talking about the crisis that my student is facing...i really pity her..but all i can do is to help the particular student to the best that i could...nevertheless...looking back....and counting..... i have been in KBU International College for a year already...yeah...but good news (hopefully) might come soon...that is for me and not for others...

Working in KBU International College, I have my regrets and I have my pleasure....hmmm....i think i would just discuss my pleasure...ahhaha...just want to put something happy here...haha

well i guess most people like to hear the good things first...well....working in KBU actually helped me to know a lot of people....my colleagues, my supervisor and my boss....hmmm...i still like my colleagues better...anywayz...also not forgetting that bunch of students who make me happy and sad... actually there is a balance between the no. of times i am sad and no. of times that i am happy...cool...but still....we mix well.. i guess ..with most of them...they are fun loving people...

hhaha...for the negative thoughts, i guess i will just burried it on the ground ...ahaha

just received a comment not long ago...although i did mentioned that i restart my blog writing habit again,....however....that doesnt mean that everyday i have to write something......haha...ya ...i onli write blog when i am inspired or have the mood to do so...so isnt this what blog is about..heehehe...no offence to the commentator...haha...anyway life has been quite plain....furthermore tomorrow is a working day and i have to be at the hotel (one world) to listen to the Anglia Ruskin University presentor talking about tourism...and also tomorrow i guess there is a lot of work to do...
damn...

so tired...

Cool....u know just the other day....my friend told me ...the ah mah from "Just Follow Law" really has a blog...despite the fact that there is a fake site .....i went on to her site...and saw a few funny clips...she is really good.....

Actually, its funny how i admire her courage....she is up to this age already and yet she is so courageable...if there is such a word la...... u know....although she is old but she is still active in doing what she believe in....this is something that we dont really see much nowadays.... laugh all u want ... but its true...

Also just yesterday..i saw back the movie I NOT STUPID TOO...a very inspiring movie...as usual you know, Singapore's movie will focus on family harmony and bla bla...which is good. anywayz the movie is about parents who are workaholics and forget about their children....thus in order to gain their attention and make their parents happy (different scenario) their children went all the way to steal money from the auntie just to buy their parents time as well as robbing the old auntie (lao zha bor)....just to catch attention....hmmm...the moral of the story is not that but the other side of the story, which is the part where they give up a child ....actually a teenager.....bcos he USED TO BE a drop out....the arguement here is that ...should we give them a chance....i would say so....they should...and in a scene....it says an apple, just because part of it is rotten does not mean all of it is rotten, but rather if a person put more attention towards them or show more care, they could actually make it and sometimes...better than u think.... but if u dont care then...they will remain rotten forever.....I SUGGEST U WATCH THIS MOVIE>>>>>a good one...just inspire me...and have a new perspective at looking things...

Hmmm..however based on the story....in real life... even though i think i should give them the opportunity (ies)...which i did....but opportunities are not always free u know....students dont appreciate what chances and oppotunities their lecturer gave....particularly for their exam...a recent test reflected how poorly students can do in their "TEST" .... just a simple TEST...and yet nobody can do well...with such a high failure rate...and just passing rate...SAD....my fellow students....sometimes opportunities are not alwyas there....

Thats about it....tomorrow is another day of teaching...bad mood though after seeing the results...by the way if u r really interested, her blog is laozhabor.blogspot.com....this is the real website..ahha...not the fake one..

Just a few days ago when i want to settle down to type the next episode of my blog..i couldnt do it...just felt very fustrated over some personal issue...Now it is still bothering me....anyway..i think i have to settle down and start thinking for myself..otherwise i will destroy myself...

Well that is a negative thing to write...nowadays i am job hunting....hunting for jobs...but to no avail ...probably i am too picklish..haha...no such english word by the way...erm...so...instead of thinking and updating my resume..i went to the hill top to celebrate my frens birthday....so the following are some pictures that i took from the hill top and also when the chef from Birmingham University actually visits Malaysia.

hello again,

i am back to kuala lumpur again, although i refuse to return but i still have to because of my job commitment and all those crap things that i have on hand to settle. Sorry win kin, i could not bring food into the plane, by then the food will become stale and also by the time i reach brunei, i felt that hari raya is over. DUnno why just that the traditional food in Brunei is no longer on sale when i was there. although that is the case i still bought some souvenir home...usual things..

ANywayz...while i was on my way back here.....u know i am planning to work in macau (deciding whether to work or not in macau)....i kept seeing advertisement of air asia and malaysia airlines selling package to macau...god ...annoying...pls remove them....

but i have to made a decision soon...otherwise they will come after me...talking about that, i just rejected my accounting job....haiz...cause i think its not a lively job...thinking back the three days in Brunei i was happy to see my parents, my pet dogs, my brother and my bestest fren....cool....so now it makes me feel even worst...for god sake remove that tot...haha..

I realise these few days while i started with the blog thingy, i could not stop...its just like talking to yourself....freedom of expression, we dun really care about English, grammar and those nonsense...haha..kekeke...yuho.....

thats about it this time....

Time past really really fast and now it is raya again......today is a boring day as i sit inside the staffroom to grow mushroom...haha....just an expression!....damn...its boring...no students, lesser colleagues....(cause they went for their raya break)....so i guess i will just be here to do my notes then..hopefully i can finish my notes...and also even if i want to do the notes, its boring as well, cause its geography, the dull and dry subject...for the tourism context with all those high tech wordings like mesothermal, patri and matrilineal.. so urghh...anyway life continues....

Remember I last updated my blog in 2005 and believe it or not, because of my laziness, its 2007. I know i did not keep my promise but blame it all on procrastination...hhahaa..anyway ... my life is no where near exciting. ALthough a lecturer in a college in Malaysia. I made a lot of friends, however, life is nothing challenging. Being a lecturer is not fun at all....its all about books books books and even more books to read... god and they pay nuts...

Anyway...still looking out for opportunities....though that is the negative side of being lecturer...there are still some positive ones... for example, friends that i have made, also trips that i have been to....all those experience...cool.....also...I get to use my own money...usually after the trip though i will go PK...hahaha..so far i have been to Malacca, Langkawi and Penang, plus Singapore...so next trip...who knows where to go..

thats my update for now...Hopefully and i really mean hopefully...i can update soon...